Admit it, you have an alter ego. All of us actually has one. Some might call it conscience, or imaginary friend but its all the same. its that "person" in your head that always have an opinion on what you do. the one that might tempt you to do things or stops you from doing it. you might even talk to it and discuss certain topics in your head (what is weird is that "his" opinion may not always seem to be thought by you. its like someone is really inside your head and you cant control what it would say). worst case is if they can actually control your body and do things you are not aware of.
i have an alter ego. but i keep it under my control. but sometimes it really hard to pinpoint who does the thinking, me or "him". i guess i am use to that. but what really makes me control my alter ego is that it is really the opposite of who i am. you might have read "doctor jackyl and mister hyde" well that might be true. my alter ego seems to like seeing people getting hurt except for me and the ones i care about. strangers that whom i dont know of.
you might think i am crazy. sometimes i do think i am crazy. but for the moment i plan to cope with my alter ego and to control it.
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Say No to Silicones
I heard this one on a radio station here. they were talking about in a million years from now, when all our civilization is over and new ones are discovering our lives through our remains. what would they think of if they saw silicones in a females bones near their breast and butts?? they may think she died because she ate a "abnormal substance". or worst they might think in our culture to eat silicone and that the remains was a proof that once silicones were edible.. lols
what seems to be taboo twenty years ago is now a status symbol. if you hate your nose, breast, butt, heck they can even transplant a face now but thats radical, you can change it through our technology now. many people risk their lives under the knife just to have acceptance that they are beautiful to others. i have nothing against them btw, but for me i prefer someone who has nothing done to her body than to be beautiful (?). i dont want my child sucking into a silicone breast! they might poison them or something. its artificial and stuff and so there isnt really tests done to make sure its ok in the long run.
take michael jackson for example. he got a nose job so many times that his nose gave in and "collapse". and the black to white issue too but its another topic.
many now are addicted to plastic surgery too. they say its insecurity thats why they want to change themselves. they want to be perfect in the eyes of somebody or to them self.
for me i want my inperfections, that make me human. i also dont want to look like somebody that is in tv. i love my body and dont want to change any part of it whatsoever.
what seems to be taboo twenty years ago is now a status symbol. if you hate your nose, breast, butt, heck they can even transplant a face now but thats radical, you can change it through our technology now. many people risk their lives under the knife just to have acceptance that they are beautiful to others. i have nothing against them btw, but for me i prefer someone who has nothing done to her body than to be beautiful (?). i dont want my child sucking into a silicone breast! they might poison them or something. its artificial and stuff and so there isnt really tests done to make sure its ok in the long run.
take michael jackson for example. he got a nose job so many times that his nose gave in and "collapse". and the black to white issue too but its another topic.
many now are addicted to plastic surgery too. they say its insecurity thats why they want to change themselves. they want to be perfect in the eyes of somebody or to them self.
for me i want my inperfections, that make me human. i also dont want to look like somebody that is in tv. i love my body and dont want to change any part of it whatsoever.
Friday, May 25, 2007
Koreans, anyone?
in a third world country like the philippines, tourist are very very appreciated. of course the fear of terrorism here might make you back out on planning to visit here... by the way its not only the philippines whose having trouble with that the whole world. just saw the rosie and elizabeth catfight on the view for example. many people from around the world visits here especially to see beaches (or the other beaches, spelled another way). by the way if your planning to go here bohol got a beutiful beach. its not that crowded as much as in bora....
hmmmm in really going off the topic now ^_^. anyways i saw a show that stated that australians, americans, japanese, european(? i forgot..) and koreans are the top countries that goes here to relax and visit. they usually go here either at march-june and oct-january because its summer and xmas here.
this is the problem. i hate to say this and i hope no one will be offended or angry. but many filipinoes now think that there are so many korean tourist here. they seem to be at home here that they forgot to leave (!). saw another show that ask why they love it here, two reasons stuck to my mind 1. because they want to escape the harsh winter in korea (acceptable. i cant last there for long that i cant see anything but snow and all i can eat is live octopus, which serves a delicacy to them, im not kidding) the other thing really saddens me 2. because living here is way more cheap that in korea...... deep though. here we (filipinoes) are fighting for every breath and food to eat just to get by the day and here i heard that they like it here coz it more cheap? yes its cheap here compared to anywhere else (you can buy a very high end pc here for a mere 150US dollars) and the food, you can will be full at 6US dollars every day, but what we are paid for here is also very very low.. about 10US dollars a day. so many koreans decided to stay here and just plan to do business here. i have nothing at koreans but please go back to korea.... many filipinoes are going to other places just to work, while you might think of philippines as just a playground. anyways its just my opinion.
ive remembered a joke that was once said at a entertainment show here:
in a cruise liner there was 3 tourist talking. one american one european and one filipino. they were arguing who among the three are richer. the american throw his laptop in the ocean. he said "oh, it ok we've got many of that in america". the european throw his golden watch in the ocean. he said "its ok. we've got many of that in europe". when the filipino was next, he quickly grabbed a korean tourist and throw him in the ocean. the two tourist was shocked. they say "why did you throw him in the ocean?" the filipino said "oh, its ok, we've got so many koreans on the philippines"
o.0
i know, i know its corny and lame. but the message there was clear. many filipinoes has also observed that they are very abundant here.
hmmmm in really going off the topic now ^_^. anyways i saw a show that stated that australians, americans, japanese, european(? i forgot..) and koreans are the top countries that goes here to relax and visit. they usually go here either at march-june and oct-january because its summer and xmas here.
this is the problem. i hate to say this and i hope no one will be offended or angry. but many filipinoes now think that there are so many korean tourist here. they seem to be at home here that they forgot to leave (!). saw another show that ask why they love it here, two reasons stuck to my mind 1. because they want to escape the harsh winter in korea (acceptable. i cant last there for long that i cant see anything but snow and all i can eat is live octopus, which serves a delicacy to them, im not kidding) the other thing really saddens me 2. because living here is way more cheap that in korea...... deep though. here we (filipinoes) are fighting for every breath and food to eat just to get by the day and here i heard that they like it here coz it more cheap? yes its cheap here compared to anywhere else (you can buy a very high end pc here for a mere 150US dollars) and the food, you can will be full at 6US dollars every day, but what we are paid for here is also very very low.. about 10US dollars a day. so many koreans decided to stay here and just plan to do business here. i have nothing at koreans but please go back to korea.... many filipinoes are going to other places just to work, while you might think of philippines as just a playground. anyways its just my opinion.
ive remembered a joke that was once said at a entertainment show here:
in a cruise liner there was 3 tourist talking. one american one european and one filipino. they were arguing who among the three are richer. the american throw his laptop in the ocean. he said "oh, it ok we've got many of that in america". the european throw his golden watch in the ocean. he said "its ok. we've got many of that in europe". when the filipino was next, he quickly grabbed a korean tourist and throw him in the ocean. the two tourist was shocked. they say "why did you throw him in the ocean?" the filipino said "oh, its ok, we've got so many koreans on the philippines"
o.0
i know, i know its corny and lame. but the message there was clear. many filipinoes has also observed that they are very abundant here.
Monday, May 21, 2007
Fall out boys thks fr th mmrs
I'm gonna make you bend and break
(It sends you to me without wait)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"
Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand (one night stand off)
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"
They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes
I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood, whoa
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"
One night and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"
weird lyrics but i love the video! and its not because of the monkeys (pst... michael jackson loveeeessss monkeys!) but of the energy they have of the video. this is how rock band should do in their gigs and NOT unplugged versions on stuff. my point is if you are a rock band or anything... pls stick to your genre and try not to do the things that is hot today. you would only loose your identity... fans might not like it.. anyways its just my opinion...
i also like the meaning for the song... thanks for the memories even if they werent great. i want to say that to a handful of people in my life... but its the past. i just cant forget it even though i want to.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Campaign Season
Awwrggggg!! at last its 2 days more before its finally over!!! im getting tired of all the jingles i hear especially when im going to work. those politicians with their fake smiles wierd costumes (and i do mean COSTUMES!!! they got a specific dress they must wear everytime they do their campaign), their promises and all the damn things they do to get your votes. i knew a candidate that solicited a so called "fiesta" and all the people booed him. yep im glad that people nowadays are not swayed by money or popularity. i think voters are getting tired of them and want to change the usual politicians. what i really hate most at politicians is that they tend to be on a circle of only one family. that politician mayor has a vice mayor wife and his sons are a councilor, barangay captain, sk chairman!!! heck even their dog has a position in the senate!!! and the endorsements!!!! i just have to say this, i really hate it when manny pacquiao endorse this "mayor politician" (com on, its a give away) and when he wins, and their would be a celebration, he is there!!! stuck with him together with the media!!! cut it already!!!! i tired of his face!!!! and he also got a costume!!!! did i mention that his son will run for the same position because his term will end already?? F***! and he got the same costume as his dad has!!!! i know that after about 1 term of his son he the dad will run again, thus he can run for a 3 term ruling again!! im tired, tired, tired,...
but lets not focus on this father/son tandem... many politicians here are like that. guess im just tired of their face so i ended up making them an example.. so i really really hope that the voters will wise up now.. we dont need monkeys leading the philippines anyways.
but lets not focus on this father/son tandem... many politicians here are like that. guess im just tired of their face so i ended up making them an example.. so i really really hope that the voters will wise up now.. we dont need monkeys leading the philippines anyways.
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Sophore Slump or Comeback of the Year -- FallOutBoys
Are we growing up, or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears, put 'em on ice.
'Cause I swear I'd burn the city down to show you the light.
We're the therapists pumping through your speakers,
Delivering just what you need.
We're well read, and poised, we're the best boys
We're the chemists who found the formula,
To make your heart swell and burst.
No matter what they say, don't believe a word.
'Cause I'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it.
I'll keep singing this lie, I'll keep singing this lie.
Are we growing up, or just going down?
It’s just a matter of time until we’re all found out.
Take our tears, put 'em on ice.
'Cause I swear I'd burn the city down to show you the light.
We've traveled like gypsies only
With worse luck and far less gold.
The kids you used to love, But then we grew old.
We're the lifers, here 'til the bitter end.
Condemned from the start, ashamed of the way
The songs and the words own the beating of our hearts.
'Cause I'll keep singing this lie, I'll keep singing this lie.
Are we growing up, or just going down?
It’s just a matter of time until we’re all found out.
Take our tears, put 'em on ice.
'Cause I swear I’d burn the city down to show you the light.
and there's a drug in the thermostat to warm the room up
and theres another around to help us bend your trust
got a sunset in my veins
and i need to take a pill to make this town feel ok
The best part of believe is the lie.
I hope you sing along and you steal a line.
I need to keep you like this in my mind.
So give in or just give up.(x2)
Are we growing up, or just going down?
Are we growing up, or just going down?
It’s just a matter of time until we’re all found out.
Take our tears, put 'em on ice.
'Cause I swear I’d burn the city down to show you the light.
Sunday, May 6, 2007
Family Ties
The last two days was really agonising!!! i thought that i could get a good fine rest on a weekend after a hard working weekday. hummm, what did happen last weekend, you say?
i was informed by my uncle that my other uncle (his brother) together with his family was going be visit for the weekend. my first thought was "yehey somebody for the weedend!", coz my uncle has a habit to go places in the weekends. so i usually end up alone in weekends and go to internet cafes until the wee hours of the night (hey, i couldnt help it, got nothing to do and its summer. i cant stay home coz i might be baked alive! its so hot especially at noon). and i really love them, they usually visit every month.
but i was wrong. everytime i remember each time they come to visit, i usually end up wishing that they will get out sooner. dont misinterpret i love the company and all but i cant seem to be use of the fact that there are oteher people in the house. i havent have the time to watch tv!( from the day they were there to them leaving, the tv wasnt turned off!) and my cousin!!!! she have a mouth that can be heard a mile from where she was speaking! the way she laughs, that spoilt brat!!!!! she was use to order people around too. she could order around her mom and dad??!!!! i cant believe it. and when she order me to do something, that was her mistake! i cant be ordered around especially by someone younger that me! that brat! i told her "if you could order around your parents,im different."
i really pity my uncle, he and my aunt cant really help it coz my cousin was a only daughter. and if one of them scold my cousin, the other one would protect her. so what she wants, she gets coz the other would let her do so.
yesterday i thought they would leace after lunch or after the boxing match on tv. (um boomboom is my kababayan from bohol **proud** ^_^) then after the fight they seem to lull around and went to sleep. so i guess they would leave at about 5 or later (i knew for sure they can stay for long coz uncle has a job to go to on weekdays). then i found out that they would leave the following morning! i really am not prepared! i have a show on tv that i was really tuning on to at sunday night and i havent watch it! i was disappointed so i opted to go to bed early at 8:00 coz i knew i wont be very friendly at 9 (coz what i was watching was on at nine)
then i woke up very early today i was really happy to go to work (weird!) just to get away from home. (hope they are not there when i come back tonight!)
i was informed by my uncle that my other uncle (his brother) together with his family was going be visit for the weekend. my first thought was "yehey somebody for the weedend!", coz my uncle has a habit to go places in the weekends. so i usually end up alone in weekends and go to internet cafes until the wee hours of the night (hey, i couldnt help it, got nothing to do and its summer. i cant stay home coz i might be baked alive! its so hot especially at noon). and i really love them, they usually visit every month.
but i was wrong. everytime i remember each time they come to visit, i usually end up wishing that they will get out sooner. dont misinterpret i love the company and all but i cant seem to be use of the fact that there are oteher people in the house. i havent have the time to watch tv!( from the day they were there to them leaving, the tv wasnt turned off!) and my cousin!!!! she have a mouth that can be heard a mile from where she was speaking! the way she laughs, that spoilt brat!!!!! she was use to order people around too. she could order around her mom and dad??!!!! i cant believe it. and when she order me to do something, that was her mistake! i cant be ordered around especially by someone younger that me! that brat! i told her "if you could order around your parents,im different."
i really pity my uncle, he and my aunt cant really help it coz my cousin was a only daughter. and if one of them scold my cousin, the other one would protect her. so what she wants, she gets coz the other would let her do so.
yesterday i thought they would leace after lunch or after the boxing match on tv. (um boomboom is my kababayan from bohol **proud** ^_^) then after the fight they seem to lull around and went to sleep. so i guess they would leave at about 5 or later (i knew for sure they can stay for long coz uncle has a job to go to on weekdays). then i found out that they would leave the following morning! i really am not prepared! i have a show on tv that i was really tuning on to at sunday night and i havent watch it! i was disappointed so i opted to go to bed early at 8:00 coz i knew i wont be very friendly at 9 (coz what i was watching was on at nine)
then i woke up very early today i was really happy to go to work (weird!) just to get away from home. (hope they are not there when i come back tonight!)
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Metal Slug Look a Like Game
Ops! before I forgot....
Controls
w,s,a,d= up, down, left right
mouse direction= aim
left click= shoot
spacebar= fire grenade
Panic! At the Disco - Lying is the most fun a girl could have without taking her clothes off
Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)
Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
Lie about us- Avant ft.Nicol Scher... (blah blah) to hard to spell
"Lie About Us"
(feat. Nicole Scherzinger)
[Avant]
Oehh oyy,
Yeahh yeahh
[Avant - Verse 1]
Baby I know when we started out there were things you didn't know, but babygirl we got a lotta things we
Need to discuss I know I'm asking for allot, but just trust. you say that things getting old sneakin'
Round creepin' and love on the low but babygirl I can't wait till' it's officially us, I can't wait to
Let them know about us.
[Nicole]
First I thought that I could take you boy but I don't know, you told me you were gonna leave her for me
Long ago.
[Avant]
Eventually I will but I just gotta take it slow don't wanna break her heart, although I gotta let her go
So baby ..
[Avant - Chorus]
So please don't say you wanna give up.
How do I tell her that I'm fallen in love,
And I know your waiting patiently for that day,
When we no longer have to lie about us.
When I'm with her all I want is your touch,
And when you call me I don't wanna hang up,
And I know I say it often but I can't wait
Till' we no longer have to lie about us.
[Avant - Verse 2]
Baby I know situation don't seem fair to us both.
But babygirl, she's an issue that I'm bout to adjust.
Don't mistake the love we make for just lust,
You are my soul, mind, body, spirit all that I know.
But babygirl I can't wait till' it's officially us, I can't
Wait to tell the world about us.
[Nicole]
First I thought that I could take you boy but I don't know, you told me you were gonna leave her for me long ago.
[Avant]
Eventually I will but I just gotta take it slow don't wanna break her heart although, I gotta let her go
So baby ..
So babyyyyyyyy
[Avant - Chorus]
So please don't say you wanna give up (please don't say).
How do I tell her that I'm fallen in love (oeehhh oohh).
And I know your waiting patiently for that day,
When we no longer have to lie about us (no longer have to lie).
When I'm with her all I want is your touch (oeehhh oohh),
And when you call me I don't wanna hang up (baby you don't),
And I know I said it often but I can't wait
Till' we no longer have to lie about us.
[Avant - Bridge]
Baby won't you wait just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit longer, longer (oehh yeahh)
Just a little bit just a little bit just a little bit longer longer (won't you wait) just a little bit
Just a little bit just a little bit longer longer just a little bit just a little bit just a little bit
Longer longer
[Avant - Chorus 2x]
Baby so please don't say you wanna give up,
How do I tell her that I'm falling in love (how do I tell my baby).
And I know your waiting patiently for that day,
When we no longer have to lie about us (no longer have to lie about us).
When I'm with her, all I want is your touch
And when you call me I don't wanna hang up (oeehh oohh oo).
And I know I said it often but I can't wait till' we no longer have to lie about us.
So please don't say you wanna give up ,
How do I tell her that I'm fallen in love (how do I tell my baby).
And I know your waiting patiently for that day,
When we no longer have to lie about us (whoa ooooo).
When I'm with her all I want is your touch,
And when you call me I don't wanna hang up.
And I know I say it often but I can't wait till' we no longer have to lie about us.
[Avant & Nicole - Bridge]
Baby won't you wait just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby) just a little bit longer (baby), longer
Just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby I'mma wait for you) longer, longer
(won't you wait) just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, longer, longer (if you wait)
Just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, longer.
[Avant - End Fading Away]
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
Just a little bit
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
BackBone (subtitled haircut)
last monday, i finally got my hair trimmed. i usually dont want to go to barbershop because it bores me to death just to wait for your turn when the shop is full. so i usually do it at the very last minute, when my mom tells me not to got back home without your haircut OR ELSE (hah, i figure that there is no else here. if i go back without my haircut she would just nag for a whole hour and thats it, the OR ELSE part is a one hour nag).
i got out at work at around six-thirty so that i can search for a good barbershop near kalayaan ave. my first choice was a salon near philcoa but it would cost me more just to get back home, so i choose the one near kalayaan. its basically a unisex salon/barbershop coz its the only one who is still open at night, barbershop usually closes about six. so i when there and found out that their haircutter were four ladies and a gay guy. i really prefer to be haircut by men, i knew that the one in philcoa have three but i was in the shop in kalayaan already so i have no choice.
when it was my turn on my haircut it notice a man who's wearing a pajama (of course its night already) and everyone in the salon knew him as SIR (i can tell he was gay the time they pronounce the sir.) he choose one of the gay barber and went to get his haircut. i notice that his hair was alright and that it doesnt need anything at all, so did the barber. he said you knew what i want - tsismis (translation "gossip") . then a few minutes a very big guy sat in the chair near them. i thought he was a customer but i notice that he grab the bag of the gay customer. (you knew what that means). and they gay guy said "oh this is my bodyguard". hell yeah, you wish! we knew he was your boy toy. from the face of the guy i knew he was embarassed. and then he walked away out of the salon.
i cant really imagine why he would like to have a relationship with a gay guy.(ummm wait did i mention the gay guy was rich?) yes i knew some are really in love with each other but i knew this one is an exception. and its not the point. many men would like a gay benefactor and i dont get it. maybe it was easier for them to rely on somebody else to get them what they want. i refer them as men who has no backbone and rely on someone to live. yes its natural to rely on anyone if you are a kid, just graduated nd finding a job, or if you are really disabled but some i knew doesnt even rely on someone even if he has cerebral palsey. and this one is very well built about 25 and can fond a decent job and still he choose to rely on someone. maybe he deserves the treatment the gay guy give him. yeah he deserves it for not being independent.
i got out at work at around six-thirty so that i can search for a good barbershop near kalayaan ave. my first choice was a salon near philcoa but it would cost me more just to get back home, so i choose the one near kalayaan. its basically a unisex salon/barbershop coz its the only one who is still open at night, barbershop usually closes about six. so i when there and found out that their haircutter were four ladies and a gay guy. i really prefer to be haircut by men, i knew that the one in philcoa have three but i was in the shop in kalayaan already so i have no choice.
when it was my turn on my haircut it notice a man who's wearing a pajama (of course its night already) and everyone in the salon knew him as SIR (i can tell he was gay the time they pronounce the sir.) he choose one of the gay barber and went to get his haircut. i notice that his hair was alright and that it doesnt need anything at all, so did the barber. he said you knew what i want - tsismis (translation "gossip") . then a few minutes a very big guy sat in the chair near them. i thought he was a customer but i notice that he grab the bag of the gay customer. (you knew what that means). and they gay guy said "oh this is my bodyguard". hell yeah, you wish! we knew he was your boy toy. from the face of the guy i knew he was embarassed. and then he walked away out of the salon.
i cant really imagine why he would like to have a relationship with a gay guy.(ummm wait did i mention the gay guy was rich?) yes i knew some are really in love with each other but i knew this one is an exception. and its not the point. many men would like a gay benefactor and i dont get it. maybe it was easier for them to rely on somebody else to get them what they want. i refer them as men who has no backbone and rely on someone to live. yes its natural to rely on anyone if you are a kid, just graduated nd finding a job, or if you are really disabled but some i knew doesnt even rely on someone even if he has cerebral palsey. and this one is very well built about 25 and can fond a decent job and still he choose to rely on someone. maybe he deserves the treatment the gay guy give him. yeah he deserves it for not being independent.
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